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My chest feels heavy and I am breathing quicker than Iam supposed to.
He told me it wasn’t my fault. I didn’t know what he wanted from me. what was the problem? I feel empty and I am falling, falling away from life cuz What is there to offer now, I think I forget how to love because with you it was so damn easy. I don’t want to think of us but that’s all my mind seems to fucking do and then again I am falling and falling and I don’t think I can be In the same room as you without my heart sinking into me. You made me feel care free and I loved you for that. You wrapped me up and held me like all my troubles disappeared. And you loved me, you loved me last night, And I ask myself is that enough time to fall out of love? But it is. And one night doesn’t seem like enough for you to figure yourself out.
Because it’s not
is this even what love feels like? To love someone so much you’re not even angry at them for letting You go? My throat is closing up because I ran out of tears to cry and songs to play. My mind Is running in circles I am still trying to figure out if this is real or just a dream cuz the way we loved seemed so unreal. I still don’t think I can fathom the words you said to me, still replaying in my head. Darling you are my
Everything.
And I want you to love me
Because you don’t hold my hand anymore like you used to
And I can’t remember what it feels like to kiss you
Cuz baby I see everything in you when all you see is nothing in me.
I hope you find Someone who can bring you better things than what I could offer you, and provides you with more love than my whole body contains.
I guess it is legit when I can’t imagine myself doing anything without wishing you’re here with me..and baby I ask my self was it that easy to fall out of love,but I guess this is what a broken heart feels like.
“We’re all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness—and call it love—true love.”
― Robert Fulghum
